I wanted to tear the letter you gave me during our 2nd anniversary,but I can't bring my hands to do so. I crumpled it instead. Crumpling the letter would still allow me to read what you wrote and gave me hope that maybe things would be back the way they were. However, the creases would remain there - a painful reminder that even if things would get better, it doesn't mean that everything would be the same.
I'm wishing for the best, expecting the worst..............
