Thursday, December 9, 2010

In the Storm in My Best Dress

She dropped her off right at her place, she just kept on walking in the rain. She didn’t feel sad or lonely.In fact, if you had seen her, you could see the serenity on her face as drop by drop the water hit her skin, washing away her worries, the coldness making her feel more alive than ever. She misses this… She misses not caring about what tomorrow would be… She walked on… Their song played on her headphones…

Kissing in the rain. I love you. Don’t leave me. I’m yours. Forever. Promise.

She screamed at the top of her lungs…

One name, three words…

Warm tears fell on her cheeks, but she smiled and walked on.

“I have to get home now…and take vitamin C and warm tea.”

Haha. She cares about tomorrow after all.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Crushed and Crumpled.

I wanted to tear the letter you gave me during our 2nd anniversary,but I can't bring my hands to do so. I crumpled it instead. Crumpling the letter would still allow me to read what you wrote and gave me hope that maybe things would be back the way they were. However, the creases would remain there - a painful reminder that even if things would get better, it doesn't mean that everything would be the same.

I'm wishing for the best, expecting the worst..............

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I'm Almost Graduating!

I've been assigned to make the graduation vid so...here it is. Gah!



Music is This is a Suitable Valedictory by The Scene Aesthetic

We’d like to say its over
We’d like just to forget
All of the words we’ve never said
And all the actions we regret

We’d like to send the message
To each and every friend
And thank them all for their support
Wouldn’t have made it without them

We feel the time is coming
And we’re trying to pretend
Like we’re prepared, we’re not prepared
But if it’s destined we are in

Now listen very closely
And try not to be scared
Because were in this thing together
And together we won’t fail

I cant describe to you quite everything
Just know that we are here for anything

Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that
You have have there for every step of the way and I’m
So happy to have found someone like you
Cause without you I dont know what I would do

When times are hard, when things go bad
Regardless, I am here

When your whole world is crumbling
I promise to stay near

We bring a balance into each other’s lives
We seek a challenge and hope not to collide

I cant describe to you quite everything
Just know that we are here for anything

Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that
You have have there for every step of the way and Im
So happy to have found someone like you
Cause without you I dont know what I would do

Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that
Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life
Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that
Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life

Now looking back I can’t regret the things I’ve done
Just realize how happy you’ve made me become

Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that
You have haven there for every step of the way and Im
So happy to have found someone like you
Cause without you I dont know what I would do
Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that
You have haven there for every step of the way and Im
So happy to have found someone like you
Cause without you I dont know what I would do

Monday, March 15, 2010

Senti.

I never thought that I would get all sentimental about graduating. At first, I didn’t really care much about graduating since the CPA board is waaay more important and I should focus but when I looked at the videos and photos of my classmates, the tears started welling up in my eyes as the memories started replaying in my mind.

I hate getting all sentimental but I am allowing myself to be sentimental…for now. :D